Pros and Cons being a career woman

If you read my post about me being Very Sad after son questions me on why I have to work, while his friend's mommy are not. I received quite a lots of advises and well wish from my dear blogger friends, but there is this one particular comment from anonymous reader and a msg left in my chatbox regarding on this issue that caught my attention.

I don't know who is this Pak Cik..but if you read his (just assume he is a male lah) msg , i don't think it is right to say a person shouldn't have a kids if they want to find more money. I don't know..i just don't agree with what he says here (sorry ya pakcik..its my opinion only). If I have lots of money but no kids, whats the point of making so much money???? Oh!! Maybe I can buy that Hermes Handbag, ya?? RM10k won' be a problem what.. since I have so much money.

But there is one comment that should be an eye opener for all..Husband or wife kah..doesn't matter lah. I was so sad to read and at the same time feel better after reading a comment from Anonymous reader. (Just click the pix below to read her comment). I cannot agree more on what she said.

Somehow, anonymous comment freed me from the guilt I've been keeping in me. At least I know, i'm working and doing what I'm doing now, everything is for my kids.

Very Sad

Yesterday, i was about to send son to class when he asked me question that i never thought will be asked by my kids. His question makes me really sad and it really made me thinking afterward. As you know, Son is always so full of questions. So he asked me this : Son : Mommy...why I have to go to school??? Me : You need to learn new things. Next time when you are big, you can become a scientist like Fighting Uncle Moster (Dr.Otto) or maybe like Bruce Banner (Incredible Hulk). Son : But why have to go to school?? Me : Ya lah..if you don't go to school, how are you going to learn to read books and do your maths?? When you big..big already, you can go to work like mommy and daddy. Son : But..why I have to work? Me : So that you can buy mommy big..big car next time!! Maybe you can buy mommy car like daddy's!! (hehehehee..materialistic sungguh the mommy nie!!) Son : and Isaac can buy mommy a chocolate too?? and a very biggggggg house too?? Me : Yes!! *smile* Son : Mommy...but why you have go to work?? Me : Ya lah..mommy have to find money to buy your milk, inesha's milk, diapers and all the foods at home. Your friend's mommy also working, right?? Son : No! All my friend's mommy not working. They always come to school to fetch my friends. Mommy..you no need to work lah.. *sad face* Me : Cannot sayang...later not enough food to eat..then how?? Son : Tell daddy to work lah..ask daddy the money!! Mommy no need to work..Only daddy need to work. Its always boy who find the money..not girl.. Me : ..... (Don't know who tell Isaac that!!) Son : Once isaac finished school, mommy can fetch me like my friends mommy..ok! Then isaac can hold mommy's hand and go back home..

Uwaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! Never in my life I felt sad like yesterday..Does this means i don't spend enough time with my kids?? Does this reflect my absence in my kids life?? If its not because of my son's hopeful expression, i would be able to control my emotion and won't feel so guilty..but seeing him and hoping i would be with him and inesha all the time? It really breaks my heart to see his sad face.

Now, i have this plan to further my study..and working at the same time. How am going to give myself 100% to my kids? Probably i sound selfish here..but i can assure you, I love my kids with all my heart. But..there is no way i can spent all my time with them..

Oh god!! I don't know what i should do or think now...*sad*

Hubby's new wife is just sooooo beautiful.

This is probably a staled story that I've been keeping for few days now. I wanted to blog about it earlier, but....I cannot find my time to do so. As known by everybody, I have no more helper to help me to do the house chores. I have to do everything by myself. Imagine from morning to night time during weekend, I spent my time taking care of my kids, cooking, cleaning my house (which was a total mess previously), then feed my kids, then bathed them, then cooked again and lastly put them to sleep. By midnight, I was sooooooo tired to do any posting. I remember last saturday night, I fall asleep the second I laid my head on the pillow. Never before, in my life I was so tired like that.

Well, for the most anticipated or some called it the mysterious puzzle, hubby's 'new wife' finally with us now. Last saturday, Hubby and me went to 'fetch' her and as much as I want to hate her, I just couldn't do so. Why?? Because she is just too beautiful to be hated. When I saw her for the first time, I was intimidated by her beauty. With her sparkling eyes and amazing body, I felt so small standing next to her. I know Hubby still love me like he does last time, but with 'new wife' by his side, I'm positively sure his attention will be diverted and no longer 100% to me. I might be sad, but hey, at least hubby still proclaimed he loves me, ok! So for those who have been wondering about the new wife, let me introduce her to you...

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Tada!!!! I'm sure you will agree with me that I will be ignored by hubby for at least 3-6 months from now. Male species out there, don't you agree with me? Imagine you have such a 'nice and pretty' new wife or girlfriend like that. I'm 100% sure you will spend most of your time talking and thinking and loving your new 'spouse'. I'm also very..very sure she will be your topic in every conversation you have with your friends, family or everybody. If only hubby's 'new wife' can help me to do the house chores, I know I will be the happiest person on earth. At least I have somebody to help me taking care my kids, mop the floor, wash the plates and even cook for us!! Hehe!

Now, do you think I should get even with hubby?? Do you think I should get a new 'lover' too? Probably I can trade in my kembara, get the best auto loans on planet earth that offer the best rates and lowest interest of all (and of course can be done via the auto loan blog) and get the 'naughty car' which I blogged about few months ago?? Haha! If only I can afford to get a new 'lover' *day dreaming now*...........

I'm your best friend, am I??

It is early of the month and you’ve just got your pay check when your friend who never call you for like 10 years suddenly ring you to ask about your health. Hmmm…something is wrong somewhere. But being a good friend you are, you didn’t hang-up the phone right away but still talk politely to your friend. Imagine your conversation will be like this : *Toot..Toot…(phone ringing)*

You : Hello? Friend : Hello my dear friend. How are you??? You : Erk??? Who is this?? Friend : Hey it’s me, your dear friend in high school (Duh!! Like you still remember about that friend!!) You : Oh! You..yeah watsup?? Friend : I’m just wondering how are you now. You : I’m good. Thank You.. Friend : How is your grandma then?? You : (??) Ok!! Spit it out. I know you didn’t call me to ask about my grandma. She was dead long time ago. What do you want? Friend : Mmmmmm..I’m your good friend, am I?? You : Yeah! Yeah! What is it?? Friend : Actually I need to borrow some money from you. You : I already figure that out earlier. How much?? (maybe 100 or 200) Friend : Not much! I only need $5000.00 You : WHAT?????????????? Friend : Hey, I’m your good friend, right??

In this kind of situation, what do you think you will do if your friend suddenly wants to borrow money from you???? Do you think you will hang-up the phone?? Or maybe you will scold your friend like there is no tomorrow? Or maybe you will tell him to buzz off (Anyway, is not like he is your best friend)?

If I have to be in this kind of situation, I won’t tell him to kill himself and go to hell. Hehe! I will only need to tell him that I don’t have the amount of money he wanted to borrow. But…(yes! There is a but here). I will tell him to apply the cash advance payday loan and spare me from the headache of finding a way to help him to get the money he needed when I, myself don't have so much cash. The bonus here is, I won't have to worry if he didn't pay me back the money as it is not exactly my money, right? Hehe

So, what do you think you will do if your old friend suddenly come to borrow quite a big sum of money from you??

*kepala bengong now..cannot think what to write.. :)

Tag : All Things (Bersantai di opis)

It's tea break now, and I've nothing better to do other than blogging. Hehehe! So far my day today is good. Lots of work to do but still bearable. Unlike the previous..previous..previous day that I was busy like crazy I might used my legs to do some of my works.

So..how was it last night when i reached home around 8.00pm?? Well, both my kids were soooo happy to see me, both cannot stop talking at the same time updating me with their stories. Daughter was telling me about barney while son telling me about Green Man..I haven't even step inside my house when son and daughter bombarded me with their stories. Hehe All my tiredness was gone soon after i seen them.

I'm so glad that my daughter was in a cheerful mood yesterday. No more sad face for me to see. She didn't even ask me where is 'the kakak'. Ya lah..all this time, my previous maid had been taking care of her since she was 1 month old. Of course my daughter will miss her presence. I was the one who ask my daughter where is Kakak..and her answer was simple..Kakak goes back to sabah ledi..

So like that lah..Now, let me finish my overdue tag first. Hehe I got this tag from my cousin Choc Mint Girl. (sorry cuz, i think i still owe you 10 tags lah!). I like this tag very much because it is very easy for me to answer and do.

Let see what kaDusMama has to say in this 'All things' tag : PLAYERS: CHIKAI, Fun.Fierce.Fab, Me,Myself+2, Kidd Designs, Ozzy's Mom, Shopaholic Ties the Knot, On A Wonderful Day Like Today, House Everything, SAHMdom and Beyond, Choc Mint Girl, KaDusMama, your blog

1. Are you pregnant? Nope!

2. When do you want to get married? Been married for 5 years already lor..

3. Do you curse a lot? Almost everyday! But inside my car only. You know lah, with so many crazy drivers outside..

4. What are your favorite books? Books by Julie Garwood.

5. Do wish you were with someone right now? Of course!! I want to be with my children

6. Who were the last three people that sent you a text message? Our Construction Manager, Dad and 'ma piu' broker.

7. Are you happier single or in a relationship? I'm happier in my relationship now. (Until new wife come lah maybe! ahahaha)

8. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Of course

9. Do you wish someone would call you? My family members in sabah (whoever want to call me)

10. What is bugging you right now? No more bugs! Kill all the bugs with my Ridsect (hahaha!! lawak bodoh)

11. What's something you wish you could understand better? Myself

12. If someone doesn't like you, it’s usually because...? I'm cute?? (Wakakaka!! persaaaaannya!!)

13. Do you have a wild side? YES!! And you won't believe it!

14. Kissed someone in the last twenty-four hours? My kids + Hubby

15. Have you lost friends in the past year? Sad to say Yes..i lost my dear friends Oton and Joery

16. What were you doing at midnight last night? Online and lurking around somebody's blog Now let me tag the new bloggers Mama Mia and Just. Enjoy with the tag ya!

Hectic day + very sad day..

I woke up quite early this morning as starting from today, i have no more helper in my house. Yeah..my helper @ my maid is back to Sabah today. *sigh*

I know i will have a hectic day starting from today. Waking up early in the morning, preparing myself and son to school, then off to work then back from work. After a long discussion with hubby, we have agree to send son to day center after he finish his school. For the time being, daughter will be staying with my MIL at home. This arrangement will be our temporary solution until we can find a replacement for our helper now.

Son will start going to the day centre this friday. If only you can understand how sad I am now. Son probably can make the adjustment of his new environment in a very short period but daughter?? *teary eyes* When I walked out from home this morning, daughter was crying and keep calling me, "Mommy!! Mommy!! Cicah want to follow". Kesiannya!!!

My MIL called me shortly after I reached office saying my daughter wanted to talk to me. *sad* :

Me : Hello cicah (Inesha).. Daughter : Mommy!!!! Me : What cicah doing?? Daughter : Cicah watch Barney. Mommy??? Me : Yes! Mommy is here.. Daughter : Mommy?? Bye?? Me : Ok! Bye sayang!

I hung up my phone as quick as i can as I almost crying listening to daughter's sad voice. If i talk a minute longer with daughter, I'm sure i will cry and won't be able to stop. I'm not sure how she will take her days without 'kor-kor' with her at home.

Right now, I'm feeling so bad being my kids mother. Apa punya mother lah cannot take care own anak at home!! If only I have the guts to quit my job....

*phew*

The shortest post ever..!!! Plan changed..Hubby's 'new wife' will only be staying with us starting from next week! Am I glad that 'she' didn't came yesterday?? Erkk..not sure! Kesian pulak seeing hubby so sad last nite! For the moment..I'm not going to reveal about the 'new wife' yet! Next week saja lah..

For this week, I'm going to post my (like normal like that) blog as nothing had happend. So cheers!!

Hubby's 'new wife' will be with us starting from today..

Yeah..you read my title right..

After 1 month knowing about hubby's 'new wife', he is finally going to bring her back home today. I don't know whether I should be smiling or I should bang my head on the wall..I'm still trying to digest the fact that hubby has a 'new wife'.

Should I be sad?? I don't know..my mind is totally empty. I'm hoping everything is just a dream and I will wake in the morning that it was only a nightmare i had, but I know it is no dream. I have to face the reality that I no longer hubby's only love. But how about the vow that he made to cherish and love me forever?? *sad*

I just hope I will have the strength to face the remaining day ahead...

My Pap Smear

Got my result yesterday and it look good..Hehehe YIPEEEE!! 2 weeks ago, Dr. Sheila the Gynae told me that my sample doesn't look so good. Make me worry for 2 weeks oh. So when i got the result yesterday, the first thing i checked was if i have any infection...haha nasib baik teda!

Anybody know what it means if the test for ENDOX / SQ. MET. CELLS is present? I've been goggling to find the meaning of it but cannot find lah..Though overall result is ok, i'm still worry about that one test..

Probably i should call Dr. Sheila, but funny is, i don't have her number..ahaha die lah like this. Ok lah, whoever know what the one result mean, do let me know ya..

My story today...

Today, i started my day at 4.50am. Early kan? Not that i'm being a good mommy who need to go out find 'kayu api' to cook for my family, but it was because my son is not really feeling well. He has been whining since last night on how he cannot breathe and complaining itchy nose lah. kesian juga! So me, as a good mother brought him to see doctor early-early morning. Banyak lah ubat-ubat the doctor gave.

Oh! this photo below is my daughter tengah 'mengigau' hehe..i'm preparing to go to work when she suddenly laughed and closed her eyes using both hand. Me, cepat-cepat snap her sleeping position using my old and no quality handphone.

2 hours after i reached office, decided to take lunch with hubby at the nearby Kedai Makan. Sekali see..GOT accident (as photo below).... I cannot help myself from not saying "AYOOOOOO"!!!! can you imagine what happend to the poor guy who drive the car. Luckily i'm not the typical Malaysian who will ask the spectators around.. "Accident kah??" and when the answer is YES ask again "Mati kah?"

See how gila the kayu-kayan on the car

What i did when i walked to the Kedai Makan was, ambil gambar lah..hahaha apa lagi!! Kepoh-kepoh ask the kedai owner on what happend. It was the 'lorry driver and the gang' careless action caused this accident. Ayak! the 'Wira' can be considered as innocent bystander who happend to be in the wrong place at the wrong time lah. Tiada angin tiada ribut sekali kena hempap kayu pulak.

If you are wondering if the driver and passengers 'kaput' or not?? PRAISE TO GOD!! Not even a scratch pricking their skin. Kesian..the passenger who sat at the front needed some help from the people around to pull him out. (Story is based from Kedai Makan's Owner).

Some of kayu-kayu already been cleared by the factory workers and lorry driver

What i learned from this accident is, anything can happend to us anytime, anywhere. Even when we are sitting at home or kedai makan, if the roof decided to collapse, we have nowhere to run. We never will know what is going to happen to us in the future. (aiseh!! like speech pulak). So berhati-hati di jalan raya!

Our World IS NOT safe anymore

I got scared again last night. This time, it was not about son ‘shitting’ in the middle of the night. I reached home at 8.50pm yesterday and about to change my clothes when my MIL suddenly barged into my room. Well, that was not what happened actually..My MIL came into my room with this scared face. She usually will wait for me at the living area if she has any important or urgent matter she wanted to tell. With no opening speech, she told me about the incident happened at one of the school near my house. “TT..wah! hari ini ada orang mau curi budak dekat sekolah” My MIL told me with scared face. “HUH!?? Tangkap budak? “ I tekejut beruk asked her “Ya lah..Auntie bawah rumah cakap sama saya” MIL said again “Ada budak kena tangkap kah?” Me already scared “Itu orang tak sempat curi itu budak..ada orang nampak. Lagi itu orang bawa teksi tunggu itu budak balik dari sekolah” MIL told me with expression full of emotion “Wah!!! Bahaya lah macam ni..mesti mau jaga oh budak-budak sekarang..Takut macam itu Sharlinie punya kes. Sampai sekarang pun tak jumpa dia lagi” Me told her again. “Ya loh..itu Isaac punya cikgu pun takda kasi itu budak-budak sekolah keluar kalau belum ada orang ambik. Saya ambi Isaac, diorang baru buka itu pintu sekolah” she told me “Hmmm..macam itu bagus lah..takut nanti itu orang datang mau tangkap budak-budak lagi kecil” Me again. Well..in case you are wondering why I’m talking with my MIL like that, its because she doesn’t understand me if I speak use my Sabahan slang. So I have to follow her slang lah. Anyway, what my MIL was trying to tell me was about yesterday afternoon incident was this kidnapping attempt by a fake taxi driver at one of the primary school near my house. She was scared too because my son and the other kids in our apartment block are going to school now. It is really terrifying to think bad thing can happened to them. (TOUCHWOOD!!!). I’m so glad that my MIL really concern about the safety of the kids at our neighbourhood. My sister told me it was actually not the first time the kidnapping attempt occurred at the school. It’s already happened twice and THANK GOD!! Nobody was kidnapped. A patrol police will go to the school patrolling and making sure the incident won’t happened again. But I guess the ‘crazy pervert saiko kidnapper pretend to be a taxi driver’ is not going to stop until he gets one of the kids. I’m praying hard he will get caught soon! Sumbat dalam penjara for 1000years for making US the parents miserable, scared and constant worrying about our kids at school I still cannot help worrying on what will happen to the kids that walking alone by themselves back home after school. Pray they will have their senses to walk in a group of at least 5 people. I’m sure this will deter the ‘fake crazy taxi driver’ to accomplish his evil plan. I hope you guys will pray for the safety of all the children at school. I will pray all the time for them too.

Happy Easter

Happy weekend to everybody..

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To dear Christian friends

~~HAPPY EASTER~~

My sunday!

This is how i spend my sunday yesterday...

Me and hubby brought our kids to go swimming..Very Shiok because i no need to swim. I was the 'cameraLady' here

Tu mommy!! Inesha bilang

Punya shiok Inesha floating sana sini..

After i cooked our lunch and feed my kids..me and hubby went off to spend some of our time together. Since we married 5 years ago, we always bring our kids along wherever we went and of course we never had a time for ourselves. So for the first time in 5 years, me and hubby 'cabut lari' for 1 day to somewhere..mengada-ngada stay at Minister suite room konon..see-see..nothing special pun.

The living hall make the room status become minister suites..

Normal room saja pun

The bathroom is nice though, its quite big!

I can see people swimming outside..but no interest to swim myself, MALAS

Carousel Restaurant

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At 7.45pm, me and hubby went to have our dinner. I choose a buffet dinner because i plan to eat banyak-banyak. Damn! It was a quite expensive dinner for two person. One person cost about RM70.00++ not including drinks. The two glasses of juice we ordered cost about RM31.00 (Gila babas punya mahal!! Bagus kalau sedap)

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What we eat for our dinner?? THIS!!! The prawn was very delicious. Half cooked i think. But i don't like the oyster. I ate one and almost keluar balik the oyster. Hubby keep asking me to 'telan' the oyster. He say..don't chew..don't chew..telan saja! hehee So one oyster was enough for me. As for the prawns, ate so many of it. Its very fresh oh..2 -3 pcs definitely not enough! There were other food i ate as well like, curry fish head, curry prawn, lasagne, different type of lauk sotong, chicken, and banyak lagi lah. Forgot already.

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I ate so many things that i forgot to take some photo of it..hehe Paling sedap was the dessert. I Makan the Tiramisu cake, coklat, cheese cake, walnut cake..wahahahahaa!! buncit terus perut!

Sekali the bill come, Atukoiii..cost us about RM157.00++ (after 20% dicounts pulak tu! Chit!!). Not really worth oh makan macam tu..next time teda sudah lah mau makan buffet at this hotel.

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So that was my Sunday which was a very very busy and hectic day. But i love the moment very much because i really miss to spend my time with hubby alone. Akhirnya dapat juga.. hehee Jangan Jelous!!

REWARD for myself

How i reward my starving stomach after i'd finished my check up??

This is how.. heheheheee

Spend RM28.75 for delicious food!!

Drink 1 pot of Tea

My tea condiment; condensed milk and special sugar

Look at the sugar...!!! Very special!!

3 tier of food!! muahahahaaa

The fruit tart is very delicious

That is how!! hehe Well don't be deceived by the food quantity and size..It is actually very small. I didn't managed to finish it, so i 'tapau' balik rumah. But this delicious food didn't managed to reach home because i ate it all while driving back home. Hehee So..Here i am suggesting to you all the way you are supposed to treat yourselves when you have done something good! ;)

AESP done..so the results??

Phewwww..my check-up was completed yesterday without any difficulties or 'uncomfortablelities' or other bad bad event...So here is my story about my check up yesterday.

I reached the Health Screen Centre about 9.04am and went straight away to register myself. There were at least 40 other people that time. Means many 'Health Concerned' people were doing their check-up as well.

To cut my story short, i was asked to change my clothes to the attire provided by them..it was a little big for me, so i kasi fashioned a bit the attire become like kimono. I saw some people also follow my style..hehehe

So here are the tests done on me and also the results :

> Blood test - Itu doctor is very good lah..he can cucuk my arm, take my blood and left only a small dot on my arm. No pain at all..eventhough i kepoh-kepoh see he suck-up my blood used the long syringe. The result for the test, PERFECT!! hehe Total Cholesterol, HDL and the other type of 'minyak-minyak' level are below the high risk. My liver is functioning well, glucose is low, non-reactive rheumatoid, cancer profile is good..tarak cell yang berkelakuan ganjil..except for my eosinophil counts which above the normal count. It supposed to be 1-6 but my reading is 9 (maybe i'm not feeling really well yesterday..so my white blood trying to fight the infection by producing an extra eosinophil).

> Urine test - Kencing pun sihat. hehe no ketones, no protein, pH almost neutral and nothing ganjil-ganjil with it. This shows that my kidney are also functioning well..

> X-Ray - My lungs is very healthy..wahahaha itu doctor say..the only not good thing about my x-ray is..my stomach indicate that i'm very..very hungry that time..muahaha of course lah hungry.. I'd been fasting for almost 13hours oh..

> Eye Test - Wah!! I like this test very much..first the doctor lastik my eyes with 'don'tknow what the hell' was it..then i had to see the bus and passenger...then have to see the small-small house..the results are..OK! Left eye is perfect.. 0.00 of everything..but right eyes sudah sikit rosak..naked eyes sight reading is +0.25 (i don't know what the heck this is means) then the other one is -0.50 (apa barang sia pun tak tau!!). I was lazy to ask the doctor because at that moment, i still can see clearly with my eyes.
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> Electrocardiogram test - Ini paling difficult!! the attendent connect so many wires to my body and told me don't move because she wanted to take my heart activities reading. I just cannot lie still because i balik-balik 'AH CHOOOOOO' . After the fourth attempt, i managed to hold my sneeze until she finished her test. Anyway..i scored very good with it. Belum ada blockage so far! huhuhu..

> Pap Smear - I want to give 5* rate to this DR. SHEILA..(Nasib baik perempuan). She done the test very..very profesional because i don't even feel anything while she korek-korek 'there'. Fuhhhh!! Result, not so good if based on the discharge appearance..alamak!! But i will know the full result within two weeks from now. If everything is ok and no abnormality to my cervix, they will just post the result..but if any weird-weird result come out, Dr. Sheila will personally call me..!(Pray nothing is wrong lah)

> General appearance - OK!! Sihat walafiat..my boobs kena raba-raba and thank god no lump or anything there..Nose also healthy, ear also healthy..suma healthy..hehee

My consulatation was done with Dr. Sheila. There are few other doctors actually but i kena put with Dr. Sheila which is good because she cannot stop giving compliment to me. She keep saying.. WOW!! WOW!! eveytime she saw my results. Haha.. Like WOW!! Your cholest level is very good.. WOW!! Very healthy heart..!! WOW!! Your lungs is clear indicating a healthy lungs..and many others..Forgot already because too many compliment. The best part was when i want to go off, Dr. Sheila shook my hand and said "It's very nice to meet a healthy and pretty young lady like you"..wahahahaha!! I gave her 5* rate when i fill the survey form..she is that good making people 'bontot kembang'.
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So that was my check-up yesterday..I was so tired when i reached home. There was other story that i was lost at the highway on my way back home.. :) but will tell about it next time. For now, i'm feeling better and glad that i still have a healthy body (except the pap smear which i hope will be normal).

Advance Executive Health Screening (AESP)

I’m a lil’ bit nervous now because this coming Friday I have an appointment to do my long overdue AESP Medical check-up (see the name also like very grand already ekekeee). Can you imagine..long needle used to draw my blood. Eeeeeeeeeee.. 'takutnya'!!!! But Takut or not..I know I still have to do this medical check-up..Who knows some of my organs are failing without me knowing it? More scary!!

Anyway, my check-up is consist of Blood and Urine Test, Chest X-Ray (manatau ada sakit Liver ka??), Electrocardiogram (To see whether my heart still healthy or not), General Inspection, Physical Examination, Eye Examination and PAP SMEAR (Arggggghhh..lagi takut).

This will be my face when Dr. start poking me!

Out of all the test..I’m really scared with the Pap Smear..not because of discomfort but knowing that somebody going to ‘korek-korek’ there..Aiya!! If female doctor going to conduct this test..i might be little comfortable..but if male?? Think twice oh..maybe I’m not going to do it..hahaha Why I don’t want a male dr..?? Becuse I don’t like another male species poking my most private part…Even my 2 deliveries were attended by female nurse and female doctor…No offend ya male doctor..! I just don’t like you..heheheee

Ok..there are few rules I have to follow before doing the check-up (ada juga rules bah)

1. I have to fast 8 hours from midnight. (Sei lor..lapar lah macam nie)
2. No contact lens (nasib baik mata masih Ok)
3. No alcohol for 48 hours before check-up ( I don’t drink alcohol anyway)
4. No Jewelry (hmmm..not sure why..hehehe)
5. No sexual intercourse (ya lah..ya lah..tahan lah for 2 days lah)
6. No douching (find in the dictionary what douching means lah)

This medical check-up will be done at Country Height Health Screen at Palace of The Golden Horses..Ai satu keja lagi..have to drive there..at least 45 minutes from my place..Hmmm..malasnya! sudah lah jam gila babas going there..

Ok lah..i hope I won’t faint seeing all the medical equipment this Friday.. if not..ayoo malunya..sure I will be in the paper come Saturday morning for fainting while doing medical check-up..some more front page pulak tu! hahaha

Ok..Ok..last advice.. PREVENTION IS ALWAYS BETTER THAN CURE..so you all out there..don’t forget to do your medical check-up..

My big THANX goes to.....

As i have posted before, I've lost my external hardisk where i keep my whole world there..My family photos, my works, my videos, my..my..everything..

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Just when i thought my world is over, i suddenly remember i've uploaded some of my photos at few sites..THANK GOD!!!! After saving all the available photos, i managed to get about 160 of it..though it is very less than what i had before, i'm still thankful for whatever i can get..

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So here i am..want to say thank you ala-ala Grammy to the sites that keep my photos.

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I want to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH to Friendster.com, Facebook.com, bambooborneo.com/kadus and blogspot.com for being there and keeping all my photos.Not forgeting to the Recover My Files software that help me to recover all my deleted files.

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My big thanks goes to this site because of this sites keep my photos nicely. I managed to get back some of my photos. And of course to the recover files software, i managed to get some of my work format.

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To friendster...i managed to get 120 photos of my family, Thank you very-very much...I will forever remember your good deed..

To facebook..i get at least 2o photos of special event..Thank you too..

To bambooborneo..though not many photos there..i still managed to get some of my precious photos that i thought i will never see it again..Poinsikou!!!

To Recover My Files Software...Thank God you are here..At least i'm not doomed to the end for losing all my works of 4 years! Losing 1/2 of my works is better than losing everything!

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I'm also hoping that whoever has my photos or my kids photos will be kind enough to email it to me..I will forever remember you kind heart and help..

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Thank you..Thank you *teary eyes*

I want to KILL somebody now!!!!

What will you feel when your most important things suddenly disappeared???
Let say your MONEY...or your most expensive bag?

I reached office quite early this morning when our accountant told me somebody broke-in into our office. I didn't feel anything at first until i noticed that my external hardisk had gone missing. The stupid burglar 'sapu' two laptops, my external HD and my colleague's coins. "APA PUNYA BODOH LAH" this burglar or maybe it's burglars? I already hide my HD somewhere below my table pun he still can see it. And why only take my HD..no value pun..he should take all the expensive computers, fax machine, photocopy machines, maybe all the 10 printers here mah..

Lubang kena korek by burglar..Bodoh betul..kasi lah pecah the door..no need to sweat cut the wall mah!!!

Some more cut cantik-cantik the wall to open the door..why not just break the glass???

Well why should i be angry right?? its only HD mah..not the whole pc..or cpu pun..I'm angry because i keep all my kids photos since they were born until my son's recent birthday inside my HD..ARGHHHHHH!!!!! I have nothing to worry about me being famous like Edison's Juicy photos leaked out in internet..but losing all of my kids and my family photos??? and not to mention all my works?? *sigh* If you are wondering if i have a back-up of my family's photos?? yes i do..but not all of them..and i took more than 500 photos for this past 3 months..all gone just like that!!! Mana mau cari balik oh?? if i had deleted it..nevermind..i still can recover all the deleted files..but kena curi??

Inside my heart now..i'm cursing the 'pencuri' supaya he lost his hand..or break his legs kah..or 'putus' jari kah..God give him hand and legs, what he had done?? use his limbs to climb up the wall and steal people's stuff..better tell him to kill himself than become a rubbish to the society!

I'm trying to be positive and calm myself now..but it is just impossible. I'm hoping i can get my HD back but i know that not going to happen..sedihnya!! All i can do is..pray that whoever buy the HD from the burglar read my blog and have a conscience to return it back to the me..I'm willing to pay maybe RM300 for it..For GOD sake..its a stolen item..don't add more sin lah..!

Now i can only hope for miracle to happen. Hopefully i will see my HD at our office doorstep tomorrow!! Amen!!

What was your ambition?

I'm quite busy with my work right now when i suddenly think about my ambition when i was small. Back to 21 years ago when i was in primary 1, my teacher will ask us all what is our ambition. There were few standard answers from us. It was either we wanted to be a doctor, policeman, soldier or fire brigade. We had these ambitions because thats the only jobs we knew that time. There was no astronaut, engineer, zoology or whatever sophisticated or 'cool' job.

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So me, as a regular student, I choose to be a doctor when i grow up. The next year, when i was in standard 2, my ambition suddenly changed to soldier. He he he and after two years, i wanted to be a policewoman..The older i am, the more ambitions i have. There was a time i wanted to be an archeologist, then brain surgeon, then what the heck..A SINGER..hahahahaa!

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But that was my story long time ago, the truth is, i REALLY...REALLY wanted to be a doctor. I want to make sick people getting better..i want to perform all sort of surgery..cut here and there..I really regret for not studying hard enough last time. I get distracted in form 5 that i didn't study for my SPM and only started to study like 2 weeks before my big exam..so serves me right lah!

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So now..i am only a 'kuli batak' (like a servant). Work for nothing except to find money. Like no vision or mission for future. If i can turn back time..i want be a doctor!!! *sob..sob*

Happy Chap Goh Mei

Since i have no picture to put for Chap Goh Mei celebration, i just simply copy this picture from yahoo..can also lah!

Today is the last day of celebrating Chinese New Year..means it will be the last day for us the married one to give angpau..last day to gamble and last day to be lazy after so many days 'didn't do anything at office..have to wait for next year for another new year..

Well..wish everybody a wonderful Chap Goh Mei..and for the single one..Happy valentine's day (it is consider like valentine day mah today)..

May we strike some lottery or jackpot and become rich in an instant!! hehe