I'm going to be Old soon

Less than 2 weeks I'm going to be older.. I don't know whether i should be happy or sad.. Should i be happy because i'm going to get a presents soon? or should i be sad because all the 'wrinkles and the gang' are waving and saying hello to me.. But i'm thinking.. Whether my hubby will remember my birthday (He forgot my birthday last year..and only remembered after he read the friendster reminder) Whether my family at Land Below the Wind will remember my birthday.. Whether my my friends will remember my birthday.. or anybody i know will remember my birthday.. *Sigh* Hopefully i will get at least few wishes this year.. How sad it is if nobody remember your birthday? *eyes full with tears now*