Bad bad Mommy

I was at 1-Utama having my dinner last nite when my MIL called Hubby...Cing cong cing cong (they talked) and I knew it was bad because from hubby expression, he totally showing me a sign that bad thing had happend. After they finished talking, i asked him what's wrong. And he told me my son has ripped his lips after he fell on the floor while jumping and doing his kung fu action. Punya lah!!!!! Can you imagine my feeling as a mother when i heard about it!! Panic, worry, sad, all sort of emotions were in my heart yesterday. And of course i cannot stop blaming myself for not being at home to care and protect my kids from any harm. If only i was at home that time, maybe i can prevent it from happening.

So when i reached home at 10.30pm, Son greeted me and hubby at the door by showing me his injury. I was really scared that he had completely ripped his lips and i've been imagining sort of bad thing while on the way back home. Thank GOD!!!!! The injury was not as bad as i have thought. After examinaning the extent of his injury, i thought, its ok..his lips will recover soon enough.

Then my helper disappoint me when she told me my son might lose 3 of his teeth. Arghhhh!! I am sooooo frustrated when i checked son's tooth one by one, he will need to extract one of his precious tooth today. The impact of his fall was soooooo hard that his central incisor can be wiggled back and forth now. I'm SAD lah!!! Son's tooth is still very nice mah..No cavity, its still very beautiful and now, he is going to lose it tonight...Ini lah bah kalau jajal melumpat saja kerja! Now mommy yang very sad..i want to cry already thinking about cabut gigi part.

Well..as i was very sad last night, i've been lecturing son for hours on how his behaviour causes him trouble. And i'm so bad to tell my son that Doctor need to cut his mouth off because it is badly injured. My son cannot stop crying and ask me how he is going to eat and talk if he has no mouth anymore. Because i'm sooooo geram already that time, i told him that Doctor might cut his nose also because he didn't take care his nose properly (the fall also bruised his nose). I'm a really bad mother!! I got satisfaction hearing him cry and tell me he doesn't want Doctor to cut his nose because he won't be able to smell anything if he has no more nose. Guess what i told him?? I told him to use his ear to smell! Hehe jahatnya me ni..Kesian son blank blank when i told him to smell use his ear.

Anyway..after I calmed down, i just hugged Son for minutes because i feel so guilty for what i had told him. Instead of comforting him, i lecture and scare him pulak..Kesian!! He slept earlier than usual after i brushed his teeth and changed him to his pyjama. Still feel guilty until now..!

And then at 12.38 midnight, i heard our house grille being open by somebody. Of course i'm worried lah..who knows burglar masuk our house kah (TOUCHWOOD!!!) When i went to chek it out, my MIL was out to check something. So i tell hubby and we went to follow her. Damn!! the pipe at the upper level of our apartment burst again. Benci!! When the pipe burst, we have to walk melakat against the wall because if we didn't, sure basah kuyup. Kambeng betul!! This morning my high heel also basah masuk air. Son's shoe also basah! Really hate when this kind thing happend early in the morning when i just started my day.

Banjir already our floor..kambeng!!!

Waterfall from fourth floor

Well forget about the waterfall at my apartment, tonight i'm going to bring son to see dentist to extract his tooth. Hopefully i'm not going to cry when Dentist pull his tooth. *SAD*