OMG!!!! I'm a bad mother

:( I admit that i am a bad mother. Today, both my kids have to go to the nursery as my MIL is going out to settle her business. So, early in the morning, i sent my daughter to the nursery, while hubby sent Son to school. I forgot to tell hubby to inform the teacher / driver who send my son back home after school, to send my son to nursery instead of sending him back home.

I was crazy rushing this morning, as i have to prepare both my kids; one to school, one to nursery and prepare myself to work. For your info, i slept almost 2am last nite, woke up at 3.30am when my daughter suddenly crying asking me to scratch her itchy legs..and woke up one more time at 5.15am to change my daughter cloth diaper. (telampau penuh kena kencing, bulih leaking lagi tu).

So i woke up in a very cranky state as i was very sleepy and tired. After i sent daughter to nursery, I made a mental notes like 100x on the way to office reminding myself to call and inform my son's driver to send him to nursery!

And guess what??????? I totally forgot to call the driver just now!!!! OMG!!!!! I feel soooooooo guilty now. What if she just drop my son and my son wander off??? Remember, my MIL is not at home..!! At 2pm, i suddenly remember about it, and was very panic when i called the driver. Luckily the nursery owner already inform the driver as she knows my son will go to the nursery today!!!!

But that not helping me from feeling guilty..!!! I really feel like a very bad mother now!!!!! :( How could i not remember to make the call just now!!!!!! :(