Apr 29, 2009

Pleaseeeee...help me......

Arggghhhhhhh (Actually I already ‘argggghhhhed’ myself on Facebook hours ago)!!!! I had my third paper this morning and seriously, I don’t know what comes over me. I was totally blank during exam and the supposed to be ‘a piece of cake’ paper became so difficult. OMG!!!!!! I totally want to shoot myself for being sooooooooo ‘bengong’ today. You see, I slept quite late last nite (but not as late as last Sunday), and woke-up with a very high spirit ready to face my battle today. At 7.25am, I went out from home and…..DANGSSS!!!! The traffic to Shah Alam was pretty congested. The usual 35 minutes drive from home turned 1 hour, and by the time I reached the exam hall, I became really sleepy. *yawnnnnnnnn*. Though I already passed the paper with my carry marks, I was hoping I can score and get ‘A’ for it. Tsk! Tsk! Now, I’m not sure if I can reach my target or not.
Have you ever had a similar situation like me??? You were so confident you can score the paper, but when you were to answer the paper, your mind turned blank and you cannot even form a sentence for your essay??? *Sob* Eeeeeee…I can type 500 words for my blog post, but in that essay, I cannot even write a short essay. I keep ‘blankoing’ my first sentence, and after 30 minutes, I only managed to write 2 paragraphs of the internet story…!!!!!!!! So DANGSSSS!!!!
But what done is done, and I cannot change what happened to me this morning. I hope I won’t have the similar blankness in my exam this Saturday!
Anyway....Do you know when I got stressed I tend to shop online???? Serious nie!! Last week alone, I spent around RM200 +++ for make-up and when my packages arrived, I have this guilty pang inside of me. I’m already running out of space to keep my make-up and still, I keep buying more make-up pulak. How much is enough??? *bang head on the wall*
When I reached office after lunch (I only took ½ day leave lah), the first website I opened was a shopping directory, trying to search something that can make me feel better. LOL!!! A serious case of online shopping addict nie. If you are wondering what I searched just now, it was none other than…MAKE-UP!!! Hahahahaaa (ehhhh…why I’m laughing here????). Did I found something my heart might fancy??? Of course!!! There are soooooooooooooo many choices for me to pick, and I almost got blinded by it (hahaha again!). Thank god I canceled my order of that tempting mineral make-up set at the very last minute! (Crazy huh???)

The Mineral make-up set I almost buy

I’m not saying online shopping is bad. It’s actually very therapeutic; it makes you really happy when you got something you really want. Let me tell you something…. If you never shop online before, why not start from this Online shopping directory to get something you really like. This ShopWiki is definitely going to be your favourite site to search the stuffs you wish to buy. Why i say so, because when i typed the keywords Mineral Make-up, I was directed to the page where i can choose the seller who give the best deal to me. Not only that, I can even specify my search by typing the brand of minearal make-up i want. It means, you can find the stuffs you want from the brand you want. Siok kan???? Don’t worry lah, I can assure you that you can find almost everything you want there. So, why not give it a shot and let me know what you think of online shopping ya.
Now…..I need to think an alternative to let my stress and frustration out without having to buy something from the internet. If I don’t control myself now, my paypal balance will definitely turn 0 by end of this month. So, what should I do??????? Helpppppppppp!!!!

15 comments:

Ida Athanazir said...

u're looking for comfort ... so u shop, online.

I was like that b4, with lipstick. never get enough and kept getting more. Its never never enough. Addicted!

U have to control urself .. think of the money u're saving. U HAVE ENOUGH NOW. Its the same dgn shoes, u keep buy and buy and buy. Dah byk pun u say, i dont have anything to wear!! typical!

when i stopped impulse buying/shopping, now whenever i want to buy anything, i think first. Do i need it? can i actually afford it? d old ones can still be used or not?

control urself

Little Inbox said...

So far, I never face that before. Normally I get my preparation done and reach the exam hall as early as I can.

Whatever over is over, just look forward , no backward, ok?

Mummy Zuan said...

last time waktu skul skul lagi,ada juga pernah macam tu..punya main confident lagi bah b4 exam,skalinya dah dapat kertas soalan,nah blank..i suspected,the blankness is because of me stayed up late b4 exam..huhu..sayangkan bila yakin jak jawab,tiba tiba x dapat jawab.

sy lagi teruk dulu dulu,stres jak..makan..stres jak makan..

elcynthia 정래진 said...

LOL... Ty, that's why I had bad grade on my English 1119. I went totally blank for no reason for about 15 mins. even the "tik-tok"ing sound of the clock sound so loud to me at that time.. gila kan? ^^ which of cos later I did not have enough time to finished my second karangan. bah, jangan gara2 mau hilang stress you made a hole on your pocket later kio! ^^

sweetie~ said...

hehe biasa la perempuan.....shopping dan perempuan tak boleh dipisahkan...pernah dulu i gaduh dgn boss then stress habis ni...terus pigi shopping underwear saja almost rm500++....muahahaha....baru puas hati....

thank God now i'm in a good control of myself from buying make-up.....

KaDusMama said...

Ida ~ That's why...shopping online really comfort me and i almost feel better after i purchased something..sigh!!! Really need to control nie...
Thank god i'm not really in shoes..hehee so selamat sikit my money..

Little Inbox ~ If last time, i can study 24 hours, so my preparation was more than enough..
Now, my priority goes to my family first..i only have 3 hours a day to do revision oh.. :( Not to forget i spend 9 hours to work lagi..
But no worry..I feel much better already..and no..i didn't buy anything yesterday..heheee

Mummy Zuan ~ mengkali lah tu..i was sleep deprived for weeks already..sekali exam terus black-out otak nie..
Hope saturaday nie teda blank sudah..if not, susah oh...

KaDusMama said...

Elcynthia ~ itu lah tu..lama sia bepikir apa mau tulis..the other question suma done already, except my essay..terus dekat 1 jam lagi sia mau kasi siap simple essay tu..hahahaa
Give me a blog post and i can type more than 500 words in less than 1 hour bah..
Funny juga otak kita nie kadang2 kan...

Sweetie~ ~ RM500?????????????? *pengsan 10x*
Hahahaaa...gila eh!! So far nda pernah lah sia beli underwear sampai macam tu..
But ada satu kali sia gerigitan, sia p beli gold ring bah...haha nasib Gold ada value kan..

Ornest said...

Nasib ko ndak pi shopping kereta o hahaha... Lain hulu lain parang kata pepatah. Cara orang mengurangkan stress berbeda dengan orang yang lain. Tp penting cara itu tidak memudaratkan orang tersebut :D Kalau sya stress, sya akan pigi jalan2, tingu orang main beliat, dengar lagu kuat2, tariak2 dalam bilik mandi... tapi ndak pula pernah sya pi shopping hehehe... Windows shopping ada :D Pasal exam, biar saja berlalulah. Don't think too much about it, nanti makin stress pula. Yang penting lulus sdh. Jadikan sebagai teladan untuk paper yang akan datang. All the best!

KaDusMama said...

Ornest ~ Oigaaa....sorry lama sia nda p lawat ko..tunggu sia betul2 free dulu ah..sekarang ni pun jarang sia blog hop.. :)
Nda pulak sia besa main teriak2 nie tau..ekekekee....
Sia kalau bukan shopping di internet, p shopping di mall pulak..sigh..dua2 pun nda bagus..

Nick Phillips said...

I've often wondered that same question myself. I can write nice long winded posts almost everyday but when it comes to writing a marketing proposal for my client, terus blank! LOL!

All the best in your exams this Saturday Kadusmama.

Uncle Lee said...

Hi Lady, I guess it happens to lots of people too.
Maybe you were tensed?
But I'm sure you'll be fine and exceed everyone's expectations.

Anyway, when the going gets tough, nothing like a new pair of designer shoes or a Coach handbag wouldn't cure, ha ha.
Keep a song in your heart, have a nice day, Lee.

chegu carol said...

nasib sia stress bukan trus buka online shopping punya site.


hmmm...kalau sia stress, apa sia buat ah? hmmm....*thinking*


ok,. jst concentrate on ur final paper saja kio.

Nessa said...

Online shopping tu retail therapy juga baitu :) Jan sampai ko terbeli rumah suda la... hehehe

Eh Kadusmama, sia mo tanya ba. Macam mana cara mo upgrade sia punya blog pi dotcom... konon mo ada domain sendiri.

Kalo ko free, emel me gia kio. (ajinumis@yahoo.com). Thanks in advance. Happy Saturday!!

JPP Papa said...

I though you also need real help like si chegu carol tu testuck rusak kereta..
pheewww... nasib juga.. but then in exam paper ndak dapat tulunglah..sendiri pun ndak champin

all the best in your saturday(todaykah tu) exam.. may the force be with u... :)

Choc Mint Girl said...

Cuz, pernah jadi jugak tu, blank bukan nda tau tapi macam telampau banyak tu info sampai tia tau macamana mo tulis. Harap2 suma OK after the 'retail therapy'. Memang bagus untuk release stress kalo cukup fulus hehehe... If sya stress di tempat kerja, trus kami keluar pi shopping, window shopping pun nda apa. Bah, all the best kio! :)