Pleaseeeee...help me......

Arggghhhhhhh (Actually I already ‘argggghhhhed’ myself on Facebook hours ago)!!!! I had my third paper this morning and seriously, I don’t know what comes over me. I was totally blank during exam and the supposed to be ‘a piece of cake’ paper became so difficult. OMG!!!!!! I totally want to shoot myself for being sooooooooo ‘bengong’ today. You see, I slept quite late last nite (but not as late as last Sunday), and woke-up with a very high spirit ready to face my battle today. At 7.25am, I went out from home and…..DANGSSS!!!! The traffic to Shah Alam was pretty congested. The usual 35 minutes drive from home turned 1 hour, and by the time I reached the exam hall, I became really sleepy. *yawnnnnnnnn*. Though I already passed the paper with my carry marks, I was hoping I can score and get ‘A’ for it. Tsk! Tsk! Now, I’m not sure if I can reach my target or not.

Have you ever had a similar situation like me??? You were so confident you can score the paper, but when you were to answer the paper, your mind turned blank and you cannot even form a sentence for your essay??? *Sob* Eeeeeee…I can type 500 words for my blog post, but in that essay, I cannot even write a short essay. I keep ‘blankoing’ my first sentence, and after 30 minutes, I only managed to write 2 paragraphs of the internet story…!!!!!!!! So DANGSSSS!!!!

But what done is done, and I cannot change what happened to me this morning. I hope I won’t have the similar blankness in my exam this Saturday!

Anyway....Do you know when I got stressed I tend to shop online???? Serious nie!! Last week alone, I spent around RM200 +++ for make-up and when my packages arrived, I have this guilty pang inside of me. I’m already running out of space to keep my make-up and still, I keep buying more make-up pulak. How much is enough??? *bang head on the wall*

When I reached office after lunch (I only took ½ day leave lah), the first website I opened was a shopping directory, trying to search something that can make me feel better. LOL!!! A serious case of online shopping addict nie. If you are wondering what I searched just now, it was none other than…MAKE-UP!!! Hahahahaaa (ehhhh…why I’m laughing here????). Did I found something my heart might fancy??? Of course!!! There are soooooooooooooo many choices for me to pick, and I almost got blinded by it (hahaha again!). Thank god I canceled my order of that tempting mineral make-up set at the very last minute! (Crazy huh???)

The Mineral make-up set I almost buy

I’m not saying online shopping is bad. It’s actually very therapeutic; it makes you really happy when you got something you really want. Let me tell you something…. If you never shop online before, why not start from this Online shopping directory to get something you really like. This ShopWiki is definitely going to be your favourite site to search the stuffs you wish to buy. Why i say so, because when i typed the keywords Mineral Make-up, I was directed to the page where i can choose the seller who give the best deal to me. Not only that, I can even specify my search by typing the brand of minearal make-up i want. It means, you can find the stuffs you want from the brand you want. Siok kan???? Don’t worry lah, I can assure you that you can find almost everything you want there. So, why not give it a shot and let me know what you think of online shopping ya.

Now…..I need to think an alternative to let my stress and frustration out without having to buy something from the internet. If I don’t control myself now, my paypal balance will definitely turn 0 by end of this month. So, what should I do??????? Helpppppppppp!!!!