I'm very sad over a very bad news i heard

I’ve been trying to post something since this morning, but my fingers just refused to click my keyboard..! Several attempt made, but still, I failed to type what I’ve been wanting to say.. You see, this morning, son gave me one shocking news and that news really bugged me until this moment..I really cannot stop thinking about it..!

I was chatting with son about the driver who sent him back home after school and he told me, she has been driving really fast even though our house is very…very near from the school. Sometimes all the small kids will fall from their sit whenever that driver breaks her car. Chat…chat…and chat..! I told Isaac to tell the teacher that she is not supposed to drive like a maniac when she is ferrying all the kids back home. Chat..chat..chat…I suddenly remember about his classmate who always like to bash Isaac against the wall, poke his face with a pencil…

Mommy : Zac, Netish still disturb you in the class???

Isaac : Netish no more come to school.

Mommy : Why???

Isaac : Netish die already loh!!! *nonchalantly*

Mommy : *SHOCKED* ISAAC!!!! Don’t simply say that..Netish sicks???

Isaac : He dies already! Teacher told me.

Mommy : *Don’t believe son* what happened??

Isaac : Netish and the mommy naik motorbike..then a car hit them..

Mommy : Are you sure??? Cannot lie to mommy, you know??

Isaac : I no lie to you. Teacher told me..

In the pix are Netish, Isaac, Harry and Zhe Yi (at the back! Used to be my son's bestfriend in the class)

Now…I don’t really believe what son told me as he tends to exaggerate things sometimes. So when I reached his school, I met his classmate’s mother, Harry’s mother. I asked her if she knew anything about Netish..and sad to say, what my son told me almost 100% right..he didn’t lie to me, but he got his fact twisted. Harry’s mom told me that last week Friday, Netish and the family had an accident somewhere at Jalan Pahang, KL. The car they were in was hit by a lorry, and Netish’s mom was perished in the accident.

I was really stunned when Harry’s mom confirmed the news to me as I never expect it to be right. I rather son lied about it. Netish and the father were injured, but they survived from the accident.

I’m still sad. Just thinking about Netish makes my heart cried. I remember, when I sent Isaac to school, he will be greeted by Netish in the class. Netish really like to play Isaac, and even though it was harsh sometimes, but he stills loved to be with my son. At a very tender age of 5 years old, Netish lost his mama and will have no chance to get the loves from her anymore. I know he is still small and doesn’t really understand about life and death yet, but don’t you think he will looks for his mama at home when he cannot see her around?????? Just thinking about his condition makes me cry in the car… I know it is Friday today, but my excitement gone the moment I knew about Netish. I don’t know where exactly he is now as the family has shifted out from the previous house. Isaac teacher told me that, the family shifted to Jinjang and with the confirmation from the teacher, Isaac won’t be seeing Netish anymore. I seriously don’t know what to think now..but I hope Netish’s family will be strong to face the future ahead them. I also hope Netish will understand one day that his mama didn’t deliberately leave him to live without a mother in this world. May the mother’s soul will rest in peace..Amen..