The cruel world

Good monday to you guys..! Wow! it has been a week since i last update my blog, and i feel like more than a year already..I was soooo stressed up last week, i refused to update blog fearing i'm going to rant like a mad woman again..hehehe So the best way is to stay away from my blog and wait until i feel much better.

I noticed that lately, i've been snapping to my kids more than necessary and a small things can anger me. I got easily irritated over petty matter and worse, i don't know how and what to do to control my temper now. Poor kids and hubby..i'm really a bitter person to be with now. If that's not bad enough, i don't even know what is my problem and what trigger my anger. *sigh* All i know, i've been screaming and shouting at my kids the whole week last week. *soooooooo guilty*

Anyway..last saturday, i brought my kids to the nearby playground to spend my evening with them. I already promised them that i will be home early on saturday. So me, my sister and my kids went there around 5.45pm and we found something realllllllllllllllllllly adorable at the playground.

Owwwwwwww...isn't the puppy sooooooooooooo adorable???????? My kids were like "Awwwwww....mommy!! can we bring the puppy back home??". Isaac said he will take care of the puppy and 'sayang' it. The puppy couldn't be more than 3 days old when we found it. Kesiannnnnnn...it was sleeping cozily on the ground and i was really afraid the ants will bite this poor creature. My sister wanted to take it back to penang but worried nobody will look after it. My kids want the puppy too, but i don't think it will be a good idea as hubby doesn't like animals at all...

But what make me more sad, the other kids at the playground were so cruel to the puppy. They took a small stones and threw it at the poor puppy. Then, not enough with that, they took a sharp stick and start poking at the poor puppy! :( My sister was so angry and give them her piece of mind but the kids were pretending as my sister wasn't even there. They still poked the poor puppy with a stick and few of the kids keep throwing stone at it. Hmmmmmmmmm..what with the kids nowadays ah??? The puppy might be a stray dogs' puppy but still it is a living creature mah..don't these kids have compassion in them?? Must they hurt the puppy before they stopped???

I might not be those animal lovers, but inside me, i know i can never hurt a living creatures like the puppy. What do i get if the puppy got hurt? Nothing kan?? *sigh* It's pity the puppy has to live in a very cruel world.

Well, while my sister was protecting the puppy from the cruel kids, i companied my kids playing around there. Here are 2 pix of my daughter i took that day..

Daughter loves the swing very much..kesiokkan dia main sana.. :)

Heheheheee...ganas juga inesha main gantung-gantung kan..

And this is Isaac..heheheee he is such a big boy already now..(pix taken yesterday and not at the playground)

Other important matter...i'm sure you guys already know about the H1N1 virus kan?? One might think it's just a normal flu virus and nothing to worry about..well guysss, it isn't..!!! I'm sure most of you know that few people have died because of this flu..right? If only you know, one of the victim was my husband's friend...

No kidding here..! The 3rd victim was somebody i know, and knowing he died because of the virus caused all of us in the office in shocked. If you don't know about the 3rd victim, go read about it from the news archive..I feel it's a very cruel way for him to leave his family like that..dying because of H1N1...

But what i want to tell here is...Guysss pleasee be extra careful with yourself! Be more vigilant to your surrounding and pleaseeeeeeee look after your health too..! If you don't feel well, go to the dr right away and don't wait until it is too late. You don't want something bad happened first only to regret it later, right?

So pleaseeee...take care of yourself and your family...

and that's about my post today..!