I'm still alive.. :P

*take a peek on my blog*

*It still does exist*

*Dancing happily*

OMG!! Like seriously????? Time really does fly in a blink of an eye, yea?

It has been 9 months since i last blogged, and my blog has been neglected by the irresponsible 'owner' ever since...there are snakes, cockroaches, crocodiles, lizards, rats, even dragons in my blog now..don't mention about the spiderweb because it is enough to make one thick sweater already....

Anyway... (if you still read my blog la)...How are you guys? I hope you guys are in your best of health...

As for me...i supposed i'm fine. I'm fatter now..and of course older!! :P

There are so many things happened to me since last year...exam..family..bla bla...

Maybe i should list down whatever happened to me :

• In my last post, i mentioned that me and my family were going to Penang..and yes we did. However, when we reached Penang, i received a call from by brother informing me that my uncle (My dad's brother) was very sick and was in the ICU..my dad wasn't feeling very well too...the next day...(sunday) my dad was admitted in ICU and my uncle was fighting for his life..I was trying to book a flight back to sabah that time, and sad to tell, there was no available seat as hari raya was only few days away..i even checked flight from Johor and penang, and horrible..no more seats.. :( Anyway...my uncle passed away last year, and my dad didn't even manage to see his own brother for the last time..he was still in the ICU when my uncle was buried... :~(
• I had my exam last year...was too busy to do anything else...my life was upside down at that time because i almost lost controlled in what i was doing...i had migraine almost everyday...being grumpy which i'm sure my kids labelled me as witch.LOL At this right moment, i'm still on holiday (i took 6 months break from my study which i'm sure i will extend until end of this year)....
• Just when i thought i wanted to update my blog before new year, my dad was admitted to hospital again and that time i was worried sick because dad never complained how sick he was until that day..he celebrated his new year in hospital with my brother...and i celebrated mine still worrying about my dad..he was discharged from the hospital 10 days (if i'm not mistaken) after....and now..dad is healthy like a bull like he used to be.. :)
• My mom was hit by a F****ing stupid driver who was idiot...Thank god nothing bad happened to Mom and my nephew..Although it was just a paltry bruises, i was still mad like as hornet when i found out about it...I was also mad because they decided not to make a police report even after being nagged by me for few days....
• This was one of the other reasons which killed my mood to blog these past few months... My superhero son Isaac thought he was sooooo strong...he decided to jump down 6 stairs (at our apartment) and unfortunately, he didn't manage to stop himself on time and rammed the wall in front of him...When hubby called me to go back home immediately after my MIL called him, i sensed something bad, and yea..as predicted, the injury was quite bad and I think my son's small chunk of flesh was still on the wall.. @_@ Oh well...superhero recovered few days after, but luckily he has come to his sense and never jump down from the stairs anymore.
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• Erkkkk what else happened???? oh...my son is in a primary school now. ^___^ 1st day of school...my son went missing and i was like a crazy mother frantically looking for him...If only he listened what i told him ( to wait for me at the gate) i won't have to endure the most terrifying experience in my life. Anyway...the headmistress made an announcement to call "ISAAC'S MOTHER" to collect her son from the teacher's room.. :P
• Oh...another thing...FB or facebook is now blocked in my office (due to a certain ppl who spent most of the working time on FB game than doing work)...oh well, i'm not worried at all because i still can access FB, but of course i have to be discreet and not letting the others know that i'm still farming in FV (opsssss!!!! i'm one of the people??? LOL of course i'm not.. :D).

Oh another thing (2x now) on CNY, we were in KL and didn't go anywhere as hubby had a car accident 13 days prior to CNY...the car damage was quite bad and his car had to be in the workshop for almost 45 days (not because of the damage but because of insurance stuffs, snail-slow action...and bla bla)

Oh well...if not because of all the reasons listed above, i'm probably just too lazy to update my blog.. :P I almost let my domain expired last Jan, but decided to renew it anyway in case my blogging passion comes back like it used to be last time...

So that's about my post for this time...I'm really really sorry for not visiting or popping to say hi in your blog...I will always think you guys even though i blog only once in a year...Till the next post...Take care and xoxo

@^@

*dusting*

*mopping*

*sweeping*

*vacuuming*

No more dust and spiderweb in my blog now.. :)

Ahhhh...finally i'm back to update my blog..! It has been soooooooo long since i last updated my blog kan? Like 2 weeks already?? Yeah..it was sick lah..! I mean i was hit by the 'lazy bugs' which caused me to be the most laziest person in the world..that bad!!!!!

I still haven't post the pix i took when i went back to Sabah the other day..! Dangsss!! Post done, but I'm that lazy to hit the "PUBLISH" button..will see if i can post it later evening..

Oh! I don't have much things to tell, but my final exam for this semester will end of this month..! I don't know if i can make it this semester as i found it's very hard to study...*sigh* Now susah hati nie..

Oh..other story..I watched Grey's Anatomy Season 6 Ep. 1 & 2 yesterday..and dangssssssss again!!! I hate it when i have to cry like idiot while watching Grey's in the office..! Luckily everybody was off from the office and only me and hubby were left. Hubby was busy doing his works, and i was busy crying over the SADDEST story ever in Grey's..celakaaaaa betul!! Well don't ask me where i got the video..LOL just google it, and i'm sure you can find it too.. :P

So..that's about my post for now..I'll try to post my pending post this evening.. :) So ok lah...time for lunch now..will visit you guys during lunch hour ya.. :)

~tata for now~

Sad..worry..

*Those in FB knows this already...

I wanted to blog about my trip to sabah earlier, but i was really tired the whole week last week..

I already uploaded the pix of my bro's wedding, but no chance to blog about it as my kids are sick now..Because of that, my mood to blog is like gone with the wind already..

Last night i brought Isaac to the nearest clinic as he was down with fever..he complained of sore throat, and he lost his appetite to eat..He has ulcers in his mouth too..

So last nite, after the Doctor checked him, the Dr confirmed that Isaac has contracted the Hand-Foot and Mouth Disease. :~( It's really painful to see Isaac in so much pain..! He can't eat solid food and when he tried to take a spoon of rice, he yelped in pain and start crying.. :( (Dr told me to give Isaac Ice Cream as it will be easier for him to eat that)

What really make me sad is when I cooked a nice fried egg last nite, Isaac can't resists the smell of nice fried egg and he came out from the room asking me if he can have a small bite of the egg..When i told him "No', he told me, he was hungry and he want a small bite only.. :( Tsk! tsk! It's really sad to see his sad face knowing he can't have the egg..! Anyway...He hasn't eat a proper solid food since Monday night until today..

Inesha is showing the symptoms of HFMD too, and that really me worried..Inesha is tougher than the brother and she can tolerate pain more than Isaac, but still..she is only 2 years and 9 months now.. :( Uwahhhh...

I'm wondering if there is any way to speed up the recovery of HFMD? Anybody???

:( very sad...

I never feel soooooooooo sad reading somebody's blog! and for the first time today..i really cried after reading Madpie sad post. She is one of my blogger friends and she is one funny and witty person you will ever find.

She was so quiet in her blog for quite sometimes, and today i remember about the update she wanted to tell me when i chatted with her last Tuesday..

So minutes ago..after i read her Sad Post, i cannot imagine the agony she has to endure losing her brother due to fire..

Guysss..i hope you can give her a support to get through her sadness..Madpie needed to know, we care about her and pray she will be strong!

R.I.P to Adora @ Madpie's brother...

Boring monday

Kadusmama is still much alive but too lazy to blog!! She still very sad over the news of Micheal Jackson passing and mourning over his death! (kalah other peminat nie). My kids keep playing his video and that makes me even more sad. Uwahhhhh...can u believe i cried when he sing the song "MAN IN THE MIRROR"..uwahhhhhhhhhh...

I have to wipe my eyes in the kitchen while watching his video..too sad..

So just to let you guys know..I'm still sad and my monday sux..! No mood to blog..tomorrow lah.. :(

I'm very sad over a very bad news i heard

I’ve been trying to post something since this morning, but my fingers just refused to click my keyboard..! Several attempt made, but still, I failed to type what I’ve been wanting to say.. You see, this morning, son gave me one shocking news and that news really bugged me until this moment..I really cannot stop thinking about it..!

I was chatting with son about the driver who sent him back home after school and he told me, she has been driving really fast even though our house is very…very near from the school. Sometimes all the small kids will fall from their sit whenever that driver breaks her car. Chat…chat…and chat..! I told Isaac to tell the teacher that she is not supposed to drive like a maniac when she is ferrying all the kids back home. Chat..chat..chat…I suddenly remember about his classmate who always like to bash Isaac against the wall, poke his face with a pencil…

Mommy : Zac, Netish still disturb you in the class???

Isaac : Netish no more come to school.

Mommy : Why???

Isaac : Netish die already loh!!! *nonchalantly*

Mommy : *SHOCKED* ISAAC!!!! Don’t simply say that..Netish sicks???

Isaac : He dies already! Teacher told me.

Mommy : *Don’t believe son* what happened??

Isaac : Netish and the mommy naik motorbike..then a car hit them..

Mommy : Are you sure??? Cannot lie to mommy, you know??

Isaac : I no lie to you. Teacher told me..

In the pix are Netish, Isaac, Harry and Zhe Yi (at the back! Used to be my son's bestfriend in the class)

Now…I don’t really believe what son told me as he tends to exaggerate things sometimes. So when I reached his school, I met his classmate’s mother, Harry’s mother. I asked her if she knew anything about Netish..and sad to say, what my son told me almost 100% right..he didn’t lie to me, but he got his fact twisted. Harry’s mom told me that last week Friday, Netish and the family had an accident somewhere at Jalan Pahang, KL. The car they were in was hit by a lorry, and Netish’s mom was perished in the accident.

I was really stunned when Harry’s mom confirmed the news to me as I never expect it to be right. I rather son lied about it. Netish and the father were injured, but they survived from the accident.

I’m still sad. Just thinking about Netish makes my heart cried. I remember, when I sent Isaac to school, he will be greeted by Netish in the class. Netish really like to play Isaac, and even though it was harsh sometimes, but he stills loved to be with my son. At a very tender age of 5 years old, Netish lost his mama and will have no chance to get the loves from her anymore. I know he is still small and doesn’t really understand about life and death yet, but don’t you think he will looks for his mama at home when he cannot see her around?????? Just thinking about his condition makes me cry in the car… I know it is Friday today, but my excitement gone the moment I knew about Netish. I don’t know where exactly he is now as the family has shifted out from the previous house. Isaac teacher told me that, the family shifted to Jinjang and with the confirmation from the teacher, Isaac won’t be seeing Netish anymore. I seriously don’t know what to think now..but I hope Netish’s family will be strong to face the future ahead them. I also hope Netish will understand one day that his mama didn’t deliberately leave him to live without a mother in this world. May the mother’s soul will rest in peace..Amen..

OMG!!!! I'm a bad mother

:( I admit that i am a bad mother. Today, both my kids have to go to the nursery as my MIL is going out to settle her business. So, early in the morning, i sent my daughter to the nursery, while hubby sent Son to school. I forgot to tell hubby to inform the teacher / driver who send my son back home after school, to send my son to nursery instead of sending him back home.

I was crazy rushing this morning, as i have to prepare both my kids; one to school, one to nursery and prepare myself to work. For your info, i slept almost 2am last nite, woke up at 3.30am when my daughter suddenly crying asking me to scratch her itchy legs..and woke up one more time at 5.15am to change my daughter cloth diaper. (telampau penuh kena kencing, bulih leaking lagi tu).

So i woke up in a very cranky state as i was very sleepy and tired. After i sent daughter to nursery, I made a mental notes like 100x on the way to office reminding myself to call and inform my son's driver to send him to nursery!

And guess what??????? I totally forgot to call the driver just now!!!! OMG!!!!! I feel soooooooo guilty now. What if she just drop my son and my son wander off??? Remember, my MIL is not at home..!! At 2pm, i suddenly remember about it, and was very panic when i called the driver. Luckily the nursery owner already inform the driver as she knows my son will go to the nursery today!!!!

But that not helping me from feeling guilty..!!! I really feel like a very bad mother now!!!!! :( How could i not remember to make the call just now!!!!!! :(

SAD~ :(

Yeah..I'm kinda tensed and sad at this moment! No..it wasn't because of my works...and No too..Its not about hubby or anybody making me sad or anything!! *sigh*

Before i start bla..blaaing about my sad story, just wondering, howz' your guys Valentine's Celebration??? Any nice romantic dinner??? And special gifts from you love one?? My Valentine's was celebrated in a grand manner. Yeah..me and hubby were having a 7 courses of dish at Chuai Heng Restaurant, 1-Utama. With the delicious steamed fish, sharkfin soup, butter prawns, and others, both of us were having trouble to walk as we were toooooo damn full. Yay!! My dinner was sound like toooooo grand, bah kan???? Hahahaa...Actually we were attending hubby's friend wedding dinner. Akaka not that we went to have a grand dinner ourselves. That's why we had a sooooo nyummmy dinner. For your info, we never celebrated Valentine's in a grand way. And this year valentine's is the same too. Only a wish and a kisses for each other.

Anyway, back to my sad story..!! I'm really heavy hearted to tell you guys about this. For the next 2 weeks or maybe more, I won't be able to blog 24 hours (macam lah bah betul-24 hours kan!!) like i used to previously. I seriously need to cut 1/2 of my blogging time due to the coming test / exam for all my 4 papers!!! *sob-sob* Sedihnyaaaaa hati ku ini!!! For one year +++, blogging has been part of my daily activity, and now..i won't be able to do it 'fulltime' already..!! I will still visit your blog and do a little commenting, but i'm not going to do a posting regularly.

The truth is, I thought i can manage my time for working, studying, for my kids, blogging and manage my house, but i was wrong..! I cannot do everything with only 24hours a day!! So after much thinking while driving back from my lectures yesterday, i made a decision to cut down my blogging time!!! *sob..sob again* (tak kan i don't want to care my kids pulak) Well, it's only temporary solution lah actually!! It's not that i'm going to be dissapeared from blogoshere forever and ever..!! and of course if i get a good offer $$$$ to do a posting in my blog, i don't think spending 30 mins of time will do any harm!!! Heheheheee

So thats about me today..! My exam will be held on 1st Mac...and i have to do like 10 assignments within this 2 weeks..!! Matai lah nie!! But thats only me...to you guys, hope to read a nice and crazy story from you... :) till then ~tata~

Which one is the worst??

I'm very..very tired at this moment. I slept early last nite, only to woke up with a pretty lethargic conditions. Maybe i'm soooooo used to sleep late, sleeping early make me even tired the next day.

Since i have not much to share today, let me give you these 3 situations and tell me which one of the 3 is the worst among the others.

:: The boy with a fork stuck in his nose..??? (Goodness!!! If this photo is real, i'm not sure how the boy can stand such pain)..gila lah!!!!

:: My dad's pet fish (Kalui Fish to be exact) died last night, and that left my dad in a very..very sad state now. Now, before you think.."it's just a fish!!!". No! it's not just a fish. Kalui had been with my dad since 1995..and you tell me, do you know any fish lives that long??? From a tiny little fish, Kalui grows until 2 feet long..and that was since 14 years ago!! Kesian my dad, he was very..very sad when he sent me smses last nite. He felt like he lost one of his anak pulak!

:: This morning, hubby YMed me and can you believe it, he asked me how to SPELL MY NAME???? I was sooooooooo dumbfounded and totally speechless..!! We have been together for almost 11 years now...and not knowing how to spell my name is totally........(malas mau sambung).

You see lah the snippet of our conversation...!! *sigh* sedihnya hati ini... :( (But i'm a forgiving person bah!! So a DSLR for me will absolutely make me feel better!!! Heheheeee)

So out of the three, which one is the worst????