Nothing really special happened today..My day has been ok so far; well don’t count me screaming early in the morning today. Hehehe!! Sometimes my kids do try my patience! Like today, I woke up at 7.15am, preparing to work as fast as I can and need to prepare son to school as well. At 7.45am, I woke son’s up only to receive the answer “NO!!!!! I don’t want to go to school, I still want to sleep!!!”. I might tolerate son’s behavior if he is not doing it everyday. But today, I went ‘Kaboooommmmmm’ when he gave me that answer again. First, he doesn’t want to go to the Day Care Center anymore, and now he doesn’t want to go to school????? I hate it when I have to raise my voice early in the morning to get son ready to school. Imagine I have to say “NOW!!!!!!” to get him to wake up. *sigh*. Just when I was preparing son’s breakfast and drink to bring to school, daughter woke up and started to wail (Full volume, mind you!!). She demanded her milk and was crying for me to carry her around. Arghhhhhhh!!! Imagine, me, still not fully ready to work, with son not wanting to wake up and daughter wailing for her milk. I don’t know what keep me sane after having to deal with a very hectic life for a month now. Well, just imagine this situation:
Daughter : *just woke up* MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!! UWAHHHHH!!!!! (Daughter crying)
Me : *running inside the room* Yes! Mommy here..
Daughter : I want milk *half closed eyes*
Me : Ok!! Wait for a while..Mommy go to the kitchen first, ok!
Daughter : NO!!!!! (Crying again)
Me : What happened???
Daughter : N’cha don’t want to stay here..
I carried daughter to the kitchen and make a bottle of milk for her.
Me : Nah, Inesha’s milk..
Daughter : I DON’T WANT MILK!!!!!
Me : (Ngrrrrrrrr!!!!) Why??? Ok! Ok! Mommy drinks your milk???
Daughter : Ok *sobbing*
Me : *pretended to drink the milk*
Daughter : MOMMY!!!!!! I WANT MY MILK!!!!! (Cry super loud this time)
Me : *rushed to her side* Here..here! Drink your milk..
Daughter : I DON'T WANT MILK!!!!!!
And daughter has succeeded making me insane early in the morning!
I don’t know why son and daughter are so clingy to me now. I know I’m their mother, but how come they didn’t fuss a lot when they are with Daddy or Grandmother. Why me??? *tsk! Tsk! Tsk!* .
Maybe I should stop working and spend more time with my kids? I might get bored after few months at home but hey, I can study while caring my kids, right? With so many available online courses, I can pick whatever courses I want. Maybe I can become a medical assistant?? Hehe!! What say you?? I know there are medical assistant schools online available now. I only need to study for 6 – 8 weeks (or maybe longer), and I can get the Medical Assistant Certificate. The course fees aren’t that expensive too. Some only cost around $645. Cheap huh?? It will be a great bonus for me to spend more time with my kids, learn something new at the same time and become a medical assistant in the future. With the flexible program schedule, I can always have my class anywhere, anytime. Hehe Interesting, isn't it?? *start dreaming*
Well, will see if I’m going to be a SAHM soon. I know I’m not ready yet, but if my kids really need me to be with them, I might change my path from working mom to Stay-at-home-mommy! Just wait and see…..
