BIKIN PANASSSS!!!

No..this is kadusmama's blog, and not Nick Phillips bikin panas blog..! This is going to be a short but very angry post from me.....

So the tale of the racist + 'tooooooot' lecture continues and this time, she humiliated me even worse than on the first class i attended. While giving her lecture, she kept telling me (in front of the whole class) that i should change my religion. Many things she said, but i don't want to say anything and i just kept quiet when she made a rude remark about other religion. I'm going to write the exact things she said, and you guys tell me lah what you think about her..

She : *Call my name* Awak agama apa? (she already knew the answer and still, she asked me about it)

Me : Christian

She : Nama awak dah bunyi macam nama orang *****, sesuai sangat kamu masuk agama *****.

Me : *forced smile*

Instead of teaching, she wasted 40mins of our class (we only have 2 hours for 1 subject) by telling unnecessary things. She talked about why people should pray and get a blessing from god..and blaaaa..blaaaa..blaaa...Then she asked me this:

She : *call my name* Awak tau ke ape itu berdoa?

Me : Tau

She : Awak ader berdoa ker?

Me : Ada

She : Awak berdoa??? Awak ada Tuhan ker?

Damnnnnnn!!!!!!!!! What kind of lecturer asking her student like that?????? Seriously..!!!! She has issue she need to work on lah..she is looking down at other religion, and the worst is, i become her target to vent her frustration on whatever issues she has problem with.

All i want to do is, study in peace and get a good mark but that particular lecturer really driving me nuts lah..! I don't understand why she can't leave me in peace..why????????

After the class was over, i was about to go out when she called me out and say this :

She : Semoga awak cepat-cepat masuk *****

Me : *smile and walk away*

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh...I've been complaining to my sis and hubby since yesterday, and all my sister can say is "Saiko bah lecturer ko tu"..

So you tell me lah...BIKIN PANASSSSSSS or not my lecturer????

What's wrong with the religion i'm embracing now??????

My religion teaches me to kill people ka???? NO!!!

My religion teaches me to throw my baby inside the dustbin??? NO!!

My religion teaches me to rob people???? NO!!

My religion teaches be rude to people???? NO!!

So what is wrong with it???????????? Nothing right????????? But why she still insists other religion is inferior?????? *shaking head* I really don't understand....bingung oh!!

The tale of the racist lecturers

Hehehe..what a good title i put today kan?? But this is what i'm going to rant in my blog today!!! Super gerammmmmmm nie!!!!!!!!!!

If you don't know this already, i'm currently taking a course in one of our local Uni where only Bumiputra can apply! I'm not going to mention the Uni name but, paham-paham la sendiri kan.. :)

So i had my seminar yesterday from 8.30am until 6.15am. First class, quite ok..the lecturer is the serious type but the way she taught us, not bad..very efficient..

Then 2nd class...OMG!!!! I was totally speechless when the lecturer had the guts to tell me in front of the whole class that i should change my religion and even tell the other students to pray that i will soon embrace their religion. Dangs!!! I'm not condemning the religion, but the lecturer should respect for whatever religion i decided to embrace!!!!

But what make me about to explode like a volcano is that within the 2 hours class, she keeps hinting about why i should change my religion and it will be great..and bla..bla..bla!! Now...now I have nothing against other religion. Nothing at all! For as long as i care, if we can live in peace and harmony, any religion will do, and that is what important. Even me and my husband decided not to change our religion because there is no point following the other party if we don't like it!

But in my case yesterday..Argggggggghhhhhhhhh..it was supposed to be a class and class only and no other 'iklan' while we were in the class...

Then..the 3rd class, lecturer is perfect!!! After a short intro, she went straight to the point what we should learn for that subject!

4th lecture..Though not as bad as 2nd Lecturer, but still annoying. I hate when people make their own assumption based on something (like my NAME). So what if my name is different?? When you see my name, you will be wondering too, but the only way to confirm your doubt is to ask and confirm with me first..ini tidak! Pandai-pandai buat assumption sendiri. Arghhhh!!! And i hate those who like to talk bad about others religions!!!!!! Damn!!!!!

All these while, my principle is to respect those who give me the knowledge i should know, but now..i'm not sure if i can give my 100% respect to the 2 people. Isn't the standard for everybody in Malaysia is the same?? Ish! ish!!!

I wish i can rant more about this matter, but as it one of a very senstive issue, i think i should shut my mouth up!! So...macam tu lah...! Now i realised why the people in my kampung (no matter what religion) can live under one roof. They respect each other religion no matter what it is. Here in Penisular Malaysia, it's totally different! Some is very racist and keep 'kutuking' other people race and religion. Hmmmmm..I'm not sure if it's me only, but seriously can we just live in peace please??? Why do we have to blame others religion and race for the bad things happened in our community???? *sigh*

Bah enough already lah..! I hope God will forgive me for this post..! and of course I hope i won't endure another episode of humiliation in my class. Seriously!!!!